Saturday 25 November 2017

What are the words for?

What do they do?

"They can only do harm", Depeche Mode says.


What are the touches for?

What have they become?

"There is a charge for a touch", she says.

What's its price?



We struggle like the waves around us.

We come and go, we sway in a circle we made.

Sometimes bitter, sometimes calm, we rarely become clear but we keep on dancing in the sea

Even when the music stops

Our motions are endless as we live

We swallow ourselves: the stronger you are the better.

We march on together, we float and we settle and we start to move again.




Ugh waves. They're just like us. We're just like them. A nonstop circle we draw till we die.

Monday 20 November 2017

warped moon i caught

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you can never really know a person. maybe you know the details of his/her heart, you know the things he/she is afraid of, the things he loves the most, things he likes doing. things he never told before. things he didn't tell you, things you won't ever forget about them. but you can never know the essence of one person, the things he is made of, things that make him what he is. no one knows no one. no one really, truly loves no one. it's all in your head. you love him because you chose to do it. because you both have something in common or nothing at all but it's all because he/she covers the holes in your heart. so it's not really about them. it all is about you. all the things you feel all the things you do, all your act comes back to you.

i look straight and i see her. her face gives me strenght to move on. i find myself in her. i see my experiences and all the things i feel in her eyes. she is the most connectedwithme person in earth for me. that tells me that it all is not over. we've got things to see in near future. she is like, saying, "prepare yourself for what comes next. maybe youre not gonna like it but try to be okay with it. be content."

i look the other side and see his album cover. of the man who got it all figured out. the man who always talks about me. the man i find myself in his lyrics. like he sees through me and stepped the same road with me. who knows me and understands me. the man who is always with me through his songs. i'm thankful for it. that reminds me that i'm never purely, all alone because i always got him with me in my earphones. he is succeed because none of the people i know got this place in my life. none of them is that important for me. because that is how i want it to be. i wanna feel my musicians around me, not my friends. i want them to touch the curves in my heart, not any other person in my life. so i'm good. i'm always safe. (maybe?)

life goes on i guess. no matter what we think, no matter what we except. no matter what we accept. it goes on and take shapes around you. you shape its form. its all because of you and it all comes back to you. you are the reaason what you are going through. keep that in mind and make the best out of it
, the life you're given. make the best out of you. it is the only way to keep moving on.